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| why, why.Y!!? |
[05 Feb 2010|12:48pm] |
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guilt by implication, by association. i woke up this morning to all my saved drafts being gone. bye, deleted. all those words I wished I had the courage to say to you are all gone and I need them now. my head is filled with verbatim but i'm all out of words. I realize what this means. too little, too late. you're gone and i need you now.
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| high times |
[05 Feb 2010|12:39am] |
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happy happy highhh |
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pretending there is glamour and candelabra when you are drinking by candlelight
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| milky way |
[26 Jan 2010|05:38am] |
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blow your mind.
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| which episode are we going to repeat? |
[25 Jan 2010|12:45am] |
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anxious. let us be.? |
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Tomorrow we are settling these feelings. Walking away from you was a mistake. Nothing I can ever say will match these words... I miss my friend.
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| drink up! |
[24 Jan 2010|12:23pm] |
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[21 Jan 2010|10:52am] |
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I hoped that God would shake my Etch-a-Sketch clean overnight.
filled with drive, power, love, magic, positive energy, hope, focus, desire to learn, independence, determination, and a strong sense of myself. i know what i want. big dreams start today.
this is my year.
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| love me shock me |
[20 Jan 2010|11:55am] |
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"It seems to me now that the plain state of being human is dramatic enough for anyone; you don't need to be a heroin addict or a performance poet to experience extremity. You just have to love someone."
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| lady in the streets... |
[17 Jan 2010|02:47pm] |
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Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: And I thought for a second; and then said, "I want to be a wise woman." I didn't want to be a rich woman or a married woman or this woman or that woman. I wanted to be a wise woman. And everybody laughed at me when they saw it in the paper. They thought I was being pretentious. But I was real. I still want to be one. Wise women are beautiful women who've experienced a lot and have a lot to give back with words.
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| i'll take you in pieces |
[17 Jan 2010|07:45am] |

neck, chest, waist to floor easy to take, you could take me in fours make me a deal, a day a piece take it all, just stay a week
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| lovely lady |
[14 Jan 2010|06:10pm] |
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Stella turned towards me and crumpled my heart in her hand. 'Do you fall in love often?'
Yes often. With a view, with a book, with a dog, a cat, with numbers, with friends, with complete strangers, with nothing at all.
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| just a thought |
[13 Jan 2010|02:05pm] |
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Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.
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| with every nervous blink |
[11 Jan 2010|04:52pm] |
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it was familiar to me the smoke too thick to breathe the tile floors glistened i slowly stirred my drink and when you started to sing you spoke with broken speech that i could not understand and then you grabbed me tightly
i wont let go i wont let go even if you say so oh no ive tried and tried with no results i wont let go i wont let go
your eyelashes tickled my neck with every nervous blink and it was perfect
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[09 Jan 2010|10:15pm] |
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| electric |
[08 Jan 2010|12:52pm] |
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There is a current of attraction between us, purely physical. We are always on the verge of getting into bed together.
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| paint it black |
[06 Jan 2010|11:49am] |
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whenever she thought she could not feel more alone the universe peeled back another layer of darkness
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